Belief & Conspiracy

clarifying what I believe

I. Definition

Welcome to this post clarifying what I believe within the realm of conspiracy. We begin our odyssey of truth by defining the critical terms that will prove relevant:

Reiman — Reiman is a cool guy. He wrote a post two weeks ago, Truth, to broadly explore what is sacredly, conspiratorially, Biblically and iconoclastically true. He writes this week’s post to clarify those truth-beliefs more logically and particularly, to see how truths of conspiracy collide into faith, and to set up next week’s video — a conversation with Zaye about conspiracy and truth. In the Truth post, Reiman suggested that perhaps he can’t be defined, yet here we are. Reiman also frequently uses words to undermine the legitimacy of words, or of dualistic meaning-making. As such he feels called to shift his creative work away from merely writing, and toward speaking and production of his invented Reality Epic genre. Nonetheless, he’s inspired this week to wield words definitionally, factually, logically and faithfully.

Duality — Duality is the illusion of separateness and identification within which we are currently playing. Thus, Reiman and any other definition offered is a part of duality.

Reality — Reality, like Truth, is a sacred word. The Sacred, or Reality, or Truth, or the Dao or God is impossible to conceptually define, because Reality is non-dual.

Belief-Reality — The collective field of belief-reality is all that we project and apprehend in this dualistic world — the world that we create and perceive to be “reality.” Belief-reality is an ever-malleable field, rather than any fixed objective truth, because subjective belief and dualistic reality are fundamentally intertwined, impossible to separate from one another. Whereas the skeptical mind says, “I’ll believe it when I see it,” the illuminated mind knows that “I’ll see it when I believe it” is equally true. We create our reality with our beliefs, both individually and collectively. Thus, we all have a personal power to mold the field of belief-reality individually, while we are also all beholden to the molding of “reality” by collective belief. We can shape reality through belief consciously, though we simultaneously shape reality through our subconscious beliefs.

Words — Words are a matrix of symbols holding self-referential meaning. Words hold meaning only in contrast to one another, rendering their meaning inherently dualistic. Within duality, words shape the thought-forms through which our minds interpret, believe and create “reality.” Words are akin to magical spells that we cast within our spheres of influence on belief-reality. Words or labels for aspects of reality are not equivalent to those aspects themselves, as illustrated by the following quote attributed to Jiddu Krishnamurti (or to Anthony de Mello’s paraphrasing of Krishnamurti), which Reiman likes: “The day you teach the child the name of the bird, the child will never see that bird again.”

Definition — The definition of a word is, itself, a set of words. Definitions render words meaningful within duality by indicating their position relative to other words.

Pandemic — Today’s definition of a pandemic, per “official” sources, is: “an infectious epidemic occurring on a scale that crosses international boundaries, usually affecting people on a worldwide scale.” In May 2009, the World Health Organization (WHO) changed the definition of ‘pandemic’ based on the advice of a small committee. Whereas previously a ‘pandemic’ meant many illnesses and deaths, after the change a ‘pandemic’ merely means many ‘cases,’ regardless of symptoms, morbidity or mortality.

Covid-19 — Covid-19 is the infectious coronavirus for which the WHO declared a worldwide ‘pandemic’ in 2020. While “official” sources initially insisted that the virus was naturally-occurring, originating from a wet market in Wuhan, China, almost all sources now acknowledge that it likely originated from the Wuhan Institute of Virology.

Conspiracy — Conspiracy is the phenomenon of two or more people co-creating a plan.

Plandemic — Plandemic is the title of Mikki Willis’s documentary series about the conspiracies of the Covid-19 “pandemic.” The word ‘plandemic’ appears to refer to a man-made, planned epidemic meant to qualify as a ‘pandemic.’ Seeing what happened as a ‘plandemic’ rather than a ‘pandemic’ means seeing beyond the narrative spun by mainstream media, mainstream healthcare and governments — seeing through the Covid era’s matrix of words.

Gain-of-Function Research — Gain-of-function research (GoFR) is medical research that genetically alters an organism in a way that may enhance the biological functions of gene products. Viral GoFR is research modifying a virus to make it gain functions (e.g. faster reproduction, greater contagiousness, longer survival outside of a host or greater resistance to a being’s immune system).

Vaccine — Historically, a vaccine is an injection of weakened or dead microbes of a virus or disease that is intended to stimulate immunity.

mRNA Shot — An mRNA shot, often called an “mRNA vaccine,” is a gene therapy injection purportedly intended to tell the body how to make a protein that produces immunity against a specific microbe, like Covid-19.

Myocarditis — Myocarditis is inflammation of the cardiac muscle. Myocarditis can progress to inflammatory cardiomyopathy when there is associated ventricular remodeling and cardiac dysfunction due to chronic inflammation.

Immune System Erasure from mRNA Shots — Immune system erasure from mRNA shots is the phenomenon of mRNA shots debilitating the immune systems of the “vaccinated,” especially of those receiving many boosters. I don’t know to what extent this phenomenon is real, and as AI devilishly distorts our perceptions of reality and the internet is increasingly scrubbed of truth, I can’t offer any evidence suggesting it’s real. Nonetheless, I feel intuitively to mention it here.

Intuition — Intuition is our truest way of knowing as humans. Ardent logicists hate when intuition supersedes the “knowing” offered by “official” sources or by AI, yet the reality is that sometimes we know things and we can’t explain why. I intuitively knew not to get the Covid “vaccine” well before it became available, and I can’t logically explain how, exactly. I mention intuition now because it’s so important — because I believe we’re moving into an age ruled by intuition — but I won’t mention it again. Logic is the lifeblood of this post, and so I’ll continue logically.

Nanotechnology — Nanotechnology is the manipulation of matter on a scale of 1 to 100 nanometers, where unique properties of materials can be exploited for various applications. This field involves designing, producing, and using structures and devices at the atomic and molecular level, often leading to enhanced properties such as increased strength, conductivity, and reactivity. Applications of nanotechnology span across multiple industries including electronics, medicine, energy, and environmental remediation. (According to AI)

Nanotechnology Delivery via Vaccination — Nanotechnology delivery via vaccination is, as it sounds, the method of injecting nanotechnology into humans through vaccines or so-called “vaccines.” This method’s prevalence is speculative, though there exist videos of self-assembling nanotubes within mRNA “vaccines,” like this video of the Pfizer mRNA injection under a microscope. There also exist university and medical institution patents for vaccine nanocarriers, and there exists a patent by Microsoft for a cryptocurrency system using body activity data, which would necessitate nanotechnology sensors, receivers and/or transmitters. Bill Gates runs Microsoft while also campaigning for worldwide vaccination, though connecting these dots to identify any definitive conspiratorial plan remains speculative.

Tobacco — Tobacco is the “grandfather” master plant, used medicinally and considered sacred among indigenous tribes. I’ve written extensively about the “grandmother” master plant, Ayahuasca, but less extensively about Tobacco, which I consider differently yet equally powerful. In the West Tobacco is often associated only with cigarettes and cigars, making its role as medicine sound jarring, but indeed, Tobacco acts as a purgative and protective medicine. The nicotine in Tobacco destroys nanotechnology. While smoking Tobacco has a use in prayer and ceremony, smoking is harmful to human lungs and incongruent with how many indigenous peoples would use the plant. There are, however, healthy alternative ways to use the medicine. Tobacco can be drunk, rubbed on and absorbed through the skin, or imbibed through the eyes and nose. Just now, I blew Rapé Tobacco snuff into my nose. I left some Mapacho Tobacco (from the Amazon jungle) absorbing into water at home, so that later I can snort liquid Tobacco. I’m transitioning toward this healthy, zero-downside way of connecting with Tobacco daily. Finally, drinking liquid Tobacco is a powerful ceremonial practice, inducing vomiting to cleanse the body as well as visionary dreams during sleep.

Ancestral Medicine — Ancestral medicine like that of the master plants (Ayahuasca, Tobacco, San Pedro, etc.), countless other plants, fungi like magic mushrooms, ceremonies and icaros (shamanic medicinal songs) is humanity’s ancient way of healing. Ancestral medicine predates modern conceptions of medicine, and in my experience is far more powerful.

Western Medicine — Western medicine is what we know today as modern healthcare, and as medicine in developed countries like the United States. It has developed largely through the scientific study of dead bodies (as opposed to ancestral medicine, Chinese medicine or Tibetan medicine studying living beings) and of human physiology in isolation, though it has historically also contained holistic branches like osteopathy. In the past, the U.S. medical system categorized osteopaths and physicians as different, equally valid types of doctors. Today however, Wikipedia calls osteopathy a “pseudo-scientific system of alternative medicine,” and Western medicine has overwhelmingly favored specialists studying individual body parts in isolation, pharmaceutical “cures,” general physicians and psychiatrists who operate in lockstep with the pharmaceutical industry.

Virtues of Western Medicine — While I define Western medicine largely in terms of its corruption by myopic scientific materialism, profit-driven industry and pharmaceuticals, Western medicine has many virtues. Surgeries have saved countless lives, hospital interventions have proved critical for the health of many adults and children, and Western development of dentistry and orofacial health constitute virtues. Granted, many of Western medicine’s virtues — orofacial myofunctional therapy being paramount — lie in its potential to remedy problems that Western culture itself created, but I nonetheless support awareness of these remedies.

Essence of Western Medical Harm — The core harm of Western medicine, in its essence, is the paradigm of looking outside for a cure. Outward-looking Western minds have normalized reliance upon upwards of a dozen medications in later life, even for people in their 50s or 60s, abandoning the oath, “let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food.” Whereas Hippocrates founded Western medicine on this principle of nutrition’s essentiality, modern medical schools require no more than one course in nutrition. Modern Western medicine has premised itself on a paradigm that the body needs external and man-made remedies, rather than remembering that provided a naturally healthy lifestyle, the body heals itself naturally.

Veganism — Veganism is the practice of avoiding consumption of any animal products.

Fruitarianism — Fruitarianism is the practice of avoiding consumption of any food other than fruit.

Breatharianism — Breatharianism, or Inedia (Latin for 'fasting'), is the practice of consuming no food or water, living purely from the energy of prana in the air and in sunlight. According to Wikipedia it is a pseudoscientific practice, and several adherents of breatharianism have died from starvation or dehydration.

Deference to Authority — Deference to authority is the cultural teaching that in certain domains (e.g. medicine, finance, law), we’d better defer to “the experts” or “trust the science,” and we’d better not think for ourselves or trust our own intuitions. Blindly “trusting the science,” ironically, is the antithesis of science. Deference to perceived authority is also antithetical to science, but is deeply instilled into our psyches through institutions like school, and even more deeply instilled into the psyches of today’s doctors through the regimented programming of medical schools. Disclaimers like “I’m not a doctor, so this isn’t medical advice,” “this isn’t financial advice” and “this isn’t legal advice” constantly reinforce the cultural pressure to defer to “authorities,” disqualifying independent thought from individuals who haven’t jumped through our society’s institutional hoops. I certainly respect the perspectives of those who have studied a field deeply, yet having gone to graduate school and experienced how little real intelligence is necessary to obtain degrees, I don’t defer to authority outside of myself. To people who ask me, “what makes you feel qualified to speak about X, Y or Z?”, I ask: “What makes anyone anyone qualified to speak about anything?” Experience, rather than the notarized blessing of some external “authority,” is the answer. Truth lies within.

Prosocial Behavior — Prosocial behavior is social behavior benefitting others and/or society. Interpersonally this could mean helping, sharing or cooperating. Societally this essentially means obeying societal rules, conforming to socially acceptable behaviors and shunning those who don’t conform. In modern, developed cultures like the U.S., prosocial behavior includes deference to authority.

Antisocial Behavior — Antisocial behavior is essentially the opposite of prosocial behavior. Interpersonally it could mean hurting others, and societally it means breaking the rules.

Social Neutrality — Social neutrality is the state of being neutral with respect to interpersonal and societal expectations. Principled behavior, leaving aside prosocial or antisocial behavior as principles in and of themselves, is social-neutral. The extent to which our personal principles are strong and guide our behavior is the extent to which our behavior is not socially influenced.

World Economic Forum — The World Economic Forum (WEF) is an international organization for public-private cooperation, founded in 1971 by Klaus Schwab. The WEF constitutes a major source of worldwide social influence. It conspires to (purportedly) improve the state of the world by engaging leaders from business, politics, academia and civil society to shape global, regional and industry agendas. For example, the WEF has conspired with the UN to support its Agenda 2030, and has predicted that by 2030, “you’ll own nothing and be happy.” To get an idea of the WEF head’s vibe, here is a photo of señor Klaus:

Central Bank Digital Currency — Central Bank Digital Currency (CBDC) is digital currency controlled by central banks. CBDCs are being developed now, and the WEF has been actively involved in discussion, research, publishing and advocacy about CBDCs.

Global Financial Reset — The global financial reset is the idea of resetting financial and economic systems worldwide. The global financial reset could serve as a response to the collapse of fiat currencies like the US dollar, and of heavily indebted economies. The global financial reset could also facilitate sweeping global introduction of CBDCs, giving centralized authorities complete control over all legal use of money.

The Great Reset — The Great Reset Initiative is an economic recovery plan created by the WEF in response to the Covid-19 p(l)andemic. It entails sweeping financial and social reorganization of society globally.

The Great Awakening — The great awakening is the unprecedented expansion in consciousness that we’re living through now. Forceful attempts at global control by the WEF, the WHO and many more organizations and governments have catalyzed the great awakening by revealing the machinations controlling today’s world.

God — God is all, Christ, Yahweh, Prime Creator, Nature, the Dao, Reality, Truth as we might potentially name God, though God is beyond the naming of words. We are aspects of God living in the dualistic illusion of separation from all else — infinity — that is God.

Anunnaki — The Anunnaki are extraterrestrial beings often described as deities in the mythological traditions of the ancient Sumerians, Akkadians, Assyrians and Babylonians. I’ll re-share a video from my previous post, Truth, offering evidence that the presence of the Anunnaki in our human history was real, and not just mythology. Some accounts suggest that the Anunnaki created humans to be their slaves, while other accounts suggest that we were created for more positive and inspiring purposes (by other creator gods), but the Anunnaki later turned us into a slave species.

Elohim — ‘Elohim’ proves hard to interpret, as I explored in my last post, Truth. Many incorrectly interpret ‘Elohim’ as God, though its plurality suggests that it refers to a pantheon of extraterrestrial or etheric beings. It may also refer broadly to any being inhabiting the spiritual realms. Finally, it may refer to nefarious extraterrestrial beings, potentially some of the same beings to which ‘Anunnaki’ refers; I think this interpretation is most likely to be correct.

Pleiadians — Pleiadians are extraterrestrial beings originating from the Pleiades star cluster, located in the constellation of Taurus. They are often depicted as humanoid, with a Nordic appearance including fair skin, blue eyes, and long, straight blond hair. Pleiadians are believed to be concerned about Earth's future and motivated to connect with humanity to assist in spiritual transformation and guide humans toward a deeper awakening of consciousness and universal harmony. (According to AI)

Bringers of the Dawn — Bringers of the Dawn is a book edited by Tera Thomas and written by Barbara Marciniak, channeling the Pleiadians and their teachings intended to help humanity. I’m only just now beginning the book, but its first pages have affirmed my vision of belief-reality, of the great awakening and of the potential for false gods (e.g. Elohim) to be worshipped. From pages 6-7, in the voice of the Pleiadians being channeled:

Your history moves in and out of very special times. Many of you became involved on Earth eons ago through star energy and through working with the higher realms. You know quite completely the difficulties that Earth has gone through, such as how many times the lands have shifted and how many times help has come from the skies.

Information was distorted when those who came from the skies to move you along in your development were turned into gods. As children idolize those who can do what they cannot do, your society clearly demonstrates this same method of creating godhood. The concept behind this method is one of the belief paradigms that you have come here to change. The third-dimensional world is one of great challenge, for it allows magnificent limitations to set themselves up. Through these limitations, structures are formed, and through this process, you create and learn that you are a portion of Prime Creator and that Prime Creator desires experience.

You are magnificent beings, members of the Family of Light, and you came to Earth at this time on assignment to create a shift, to make a change, to assist in the transition. Love is the key. Love is what makes up the universe… Love is the basic building block, so when one has love, all possibilities exist. Bringing back the concepts of light, which are information and love — which is creativity — is the plan. It takes renegades like the Family of Light to come into a system that has been primarily dark for eons and change it.

Although in our history and for eons now Earth has been dark, and although our light (information) was distorted by the worship of etheric beings as false gods, Bringers of the Dawn expresses that the original intelligent design of Earth was of beauty and light. From page 14:

Many sentient civilizations gave of their DNA to have representation of their coding upon this planet. The master geneticists then designed various species, some human, some animal, by playing with the varieties of DNA that the sentient civilizations contributed to make Earth into this exchange center of information, this light center, this Living Library. The plan for Earth was a grand one.

The Original Planners of Earth were members of the Family of Light, beings who worked for and were associated with an aspect of consciousness called light. Light is information. The Family of Light created the information center they had conceived of; they designed a place where galaxies would contribute their information and where all would be able to participate and share their specific knowledge. Earth was to be a cosmic library, a place of incredible beauty…

Bringers of the Dawn goes on to claim that 300,000 years ago, Earth was overtaken by extraterrestrial beings who thrive on chaos and fear, desiring to own the planet and making us forget our original history. They downgraded our original twelve strands of DNA (contributed by many sentient civilizations) into our modern, two-stranded, double-helix DNA. These nefarious extraterrestrial beings are those spoken of in the Bible, in the Babylonian and Sumerian tablets, and in texts all over the world. (pg. 16)

II. Logical Fact

Now I’ll invoke definitions I’ve laid out, and use words outside of the laid-out definitions, to assert a number of facts pertaining to conspiracy and possible conspiracy. I’ll break my facts down into five sections: the Covid era, our general medical paradigm, societal conformity (containing just one point), nets of control, aliens & gods.

Covid Era

• Covid-19 had a survival rate of 99.7%. Were it not for the WHO’s change in the definition of ‘pandemic,’ the Covid-19 outbreak could not have been honestly called a ‘pandemic.’

• Mainstream media applied social pressure throughout the Covid-19 p(l)andemic which led the public into fear-driven acceptance of draconian measures like lockdowns. U.S. media has been manipulated by special interests like the CIA going as far back as the 1950s, and 90%+ of U.S. media is controlled by just six corporations. Narrowly focused special interests that were either profit-driven (best-case scenario) or nefariously anti- human sovereignty led us into our society’s fear-based response to the p(l)andemic.

• We’ve yet to fully appreciate the psychological and emotional harms of measures like masking and social distancing, which were also fearfully accepted by the public based on media and social pressure. Viewing our fellow humans as threats from whom to distance, rather than as friends to embrace, trained us to think in self-rejecting, anti-human patterns. Viewing human faces covered also influenced our self-image and disconnected us, which was harmful for everyone, but was especially harmful for children in their developmental years.

• mRNA shots were initially purported by Anthony Fauci and other medical authorities to stop transmission, but were ultimately shown to be completely ineffective even in reducing transmission. Furthermore, by the time of the Omicron variant of Covid-19, the “vaccinated” were shown to be more vulnerable to infection than were those who said no to the mRNA shots.

• The mRNA shots promoted in response to the Covid-19 outbreak caused harm, including but not limited to myocarditis. This harm caused some countries to ban the “vaccines” for citizens under thirty years old. We’ve yet to discover longitudinally how harmful the shots were in terms of immune system erasure, subjective heart-closing and emotional effects, soul-disconnection or etheric spiritual effects.

• Given the economic harms of small business closures during the “pandemic,” and especially given the immeasurable psychological and emotional harms of lockdowns, masking, social distancing and mRNA shots, the medical tyranny of our worldwide response to the Covid-19 “pandemic” proved far more harmful to humanity than Covid-19 itself.

• The harm of the Covid-19 response heavily outweighing the harm of Covid-19 itself presents two possibilities: 1) Authorities displayed unprecedented incompetence in their interpretation of and response to the ‘pandemic;’ or 2) Authorities intentionally and conspiratorially harmed humanity in their response to and their carrying out of the ‘plandemic.’

• Of the explanations above, I find #2 of the ‘plandemic’ more likely than #1 of the ‘pandemic,’ based on the next three of the eight points that follow.

• In October 2019, the Event 201 Scenario simulated meetings of a “pandemic emergency board” (including the WEF and the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation) discussing the hypothetical response to a global coronavirus ‘pandemic,’ which included masking (as happened during the actual “pandemic”), experimental “vaccination” developed with forceful speed (as happened during the actual “pandemic” via Trump’s Operation Warp Speed), penalties for spreading “misinformation” (as happened during the actual “pandemic”) and censorship, as is now commonplace on the internet.

• The Wuhan Institute of Virology conducted GoFR on coronaviruses via U.S. NIH grants to a group called EcoHealth Alliance. Based on this fact, and based on widespread acknowledgement that Covid-19 originated from a lab, we can assert that within all likelihood, it was this U.S.-funded GoFR that created Covid-19. We have no proof of Covid-19 being intentionally released from the lab (rather than leaked), yet we have ample reason to be confident that Covid-19 was intentionally created.

• Documentation for mRNA “vaccines” specific to coronavirus existed before Covid-19 existed publicly, suggesting that rather than the Covid “vaccines” being developed in response to the Covid-19 ‘pandemic,’ it’s more likely that Covid-19 was used to implement this type of “vaccine.” The p(l)andemic was most likely used to enable government overreach and societal control, and to set a precedent for medical dictatorship and the erosion of personal liberty in the face of social pressure violating bodily sovereignty.

• Since the Covid p(l)andemic, mRNA shots have become mainstream and have been accepted by the masses as “vaccines.” Those questioning these shots have been branded “anti-vax,” leaving no room for the nuance to question mRNA shots while believing that conventional vaccines might be scientifically legitimate. Authorities further set a precedent of effectively forcing mRNA shots upon citizens, holding their jobs and livelihoods hostage in 2021 and barring the unvaccinated from entering establishments like restaurants and grocery stores.

• Authorities linked these forceful precedents to technology like health passes and “vaccine passports” presented on smartphones. Before backing down, authorities had created an environment in which citizens couldn’t eat or travel without proving their compliance through technology, setting a foundation for technocracy. Today that foundation for technocracy is bolstered by AI, and today’s Trump administration (alongside OpenAI, SoftBank, Oracle, and MGX) is developing $500 billion in AI infrastructure via Stargate.

• Mainstream societal institutions, including the Trump administration that initially posed as an ‘outsider’ purporting to disrupt the political mainstream, continue to promote mRNA “vaccines.” These mainstream institutions now promote mRNA shots for the flu and, more recently, for people with cancer.

• Before leaving office, Joe Biden gave presidential pardons not only to his family members, but also to Anthony Fauci. Thus, the masses were successfully pressured into deferring to the authority of a man who needed a presidential pardon for how he used his medical authority.

• The Covid era set a precedent for medical tyranny. Questioning of medical authorities was vilified more than ever before, and global organizations like the WHO were granted powers of medical dictatorship.

General Medical Paradigm

• The essence of Western medical harm was reified through the Covid era, during which external, man-made solutions like “vaccinations” were emphasized to the exclusion of natural approaches like healthy nutrition, vitamin D and plant medicines. Authorities socially engineered the public to accept a paradigm of potentially indefinite external interventions, like booster shots. Toxic “foods” like Krispy Kreme doughnuts were offered as incentives for receiving mRNA shots, and the public’s medical focus drifted away from the common sense of letting food and the body’s inherent wisdom act as medicine.

• The WEF, Bill Gates and other (potentially) corrupt actors now promote processed bugs and lab-grown meat as sustainable foods of humanity’s future. These parties aren’t necessarily involved in medicine, but are deeply involved in worldwide vaccination and in our food systems growing more heavily manipulated, both of which estrange us from ancestral medicine, natural remedies and natural food. Here I use the word ‘natural’ to mean ‘minimally manipulated by man.’

• Harnessing fire to cook food, and eating meat this way, represents our species’s initial foray into meaningfully manipulating our food. Ignoring alien theories for a moment and conceiving of our evolution purely biologically, our primate ancestors may have subsisted largely just from fruit. Upon being able to consume substantially more calories via cooked meat, and not needing to spend the entirety of our time preoccupied with food, we were able to evolve much bigger brains demanding much more nutrition. Fire and cooking meat made us human.

• Our evolution may continue in a spiritual direction as we learn to harness immaterial energy sources like prana and sunlight. Because anything is possible in the field of belief-reality, we may choose to stop relying upon red meat out of empathy for mammals, then to stop relying upon any meat out of empathy for animals, then to stop relying upon plants (other than fruits) out of empathy for plants (who, as explained in books like Dr. Steven Gundry’s The Plant Paradox, don’t want to be eaten), then to stop relying upon fruits or water as we become etheric light beings rather than dense physical beings.

• While this omnivorous —> vegetarian —> vegan —> fruitarian —> breatharian (OVVFB) trajectory of our evolution is possible, because all things are possible in the field of belief-reality, we must remember that our individual power (to mold the field of possibility) is limited. I could attempt to believe I’m free of the force of gravity and fly, but because the collective’s belief in gravity is so strong, I would fail. So, too, do those on the OVVFB trajectory fail, becoming so malnourished and frail over the course of years that they must return to eating more nutrition-dense foods.

• Any step forward in our evolution is the result of ego — an individual or group believing differently from the rest of the collective, and through the power of his or their belief, proving a new possibility for the collective to subsequently follow. So, our collective dietary evolution will be the result of individuals believing in the health and sustainability of their veganism, fruitarianism and ultimately breatharianism. However, many individuals attempting to make these evolutionary leaps are doing so without their bodies being ready, and are facing malnourishment and nearing death as a result. Personally speaking, my body isn’t ready for such a leap, which is why I eat plenty of chicken and fish and I eat red meat 2-4x per week. Eckhart Tolle eats similarly (though less meat-heavy), and aside from his (ironic) egoic identification against the energy of ego, I resonate with his philosophy on eating.

• The dark forces (DFs) in our world are ingeniously nuanced. DFs are nuanced enough to stage a puppet show in which one puppet, Donald Trump, plays the part of calling out the puppet show (or deep state or “swamp”), lulling those hoping for a disruptive outsider into staying in the matrix in the hopes that Trump will “fix” the matrix. Likewise, DFs are nuanced enough to latch onto the genuine OVVFB trajectory of our evolution, and use that trajectory to seduce people egoically identified with spiritual growth into killing themselves. DFs have infiltrated religions like Buddhism and Hinduism, spiritual practices like meditation and spiritual spaces like plant medicine circles, convincing those inclined toward liberation to instead walk away from liberation by pursuing diets, driven by excessive spiritual ego, that debilitate their physical vessels.

• As seen in the dietary psy-op infiltrating spiritual spaces, over-identification with ego, especially with the spiritual ego, can be deadly. As seen through the medical psy-ops that infiltrated the mainstream during the Covid era, under-identification with free-thinking ego, and blind conformity to prosocial societal expectations, can be deadly. I identify neither as ‘beholden to the herd’ nor as against the herd, in a vacuum. I strive only for congruence within myself and my principles, and relate to the ‘herd’ with as much social neutrality as possible. However, given the current milieu of extremely forceful medical and social herding, in recent years congruence within myself has entailed a break, driven by spiritual ego, from societal conformity.

Societal Conformity

• Societal conformity extends as far as society extends, even to the outskirts of civilization that portend disruption or promise liberation from societal shackles. Societal conformity extends throughout nation states, globalist organizations and spiritual traditions alike. The Israeli medievalist, military historian, public intellectual, popular science writer and professor at the Hebrew University of Jerusalem — Yuval Noah Harari — serves as emblematic of enforcement of societal conformity at large. Harari has influenced global consciousness through his published works (e.g. Sapiens, his first bestseller) and through speaking at and collaborating with Klaus Schwab’s WEF. At the same time, Harari serves as a teacher in the late S.N. Goenka’s Dhamma organization — the most popular organized vipassanā meditation tradition in the history of the world. The Buddhist monk Bhikkhu Candana spoke in 2023 of the anti-human nature of the WEF and of Goenka’s tradition, which he calls the ‘Goenka cult’ and frames as antithetical to the true Buddhist ‘Dhamma.’ Klaus Schwab and the WEF may represent some of the densest enforcement of societal control, and organizers like Goenka and Harari may constitute prime examples of societal control extending to purportedly spiritual spaces, but in essence, any enforced organization is antithetical to ‘Dhamma,’ to spiritual liberation and to our true Nature. There’s no church in the wild. Any kind of organized society or religion oriented around enforcing conformity and instilling belief structures, rather than empowering people within the field of belief-reality, is antithetical to our free Nature. We cannot find our souls’ God-Nature through conformity to any societal structure outside of ourselves, because our souls are our own, and individual. Any given structure may comprise an aspect of our own personal journey toward God-Nature, yet any given structure may also control us within its own paradigms, estranging us from Soul.

Nets of Control

• Societies and structures, wanting people to join and abide, cast nets. Enlightened structures are indifferent to whether they’re joined, but insofar as a structure isn’t fully liberated and conscious, it will naturally incline toward subsuming others into its nets of control. The most powerful nets of control are formed by the mediums moderating the exchange of information (information being light, per the Pleiadians) — media, academia, governments, social media and the internet.

• Internet. It’s always been right there, in our faces. The ‘web’ of the net ensnares human minds as a spider entraps prey. I think ‘dead internet theory’ is overblown, and obviously my work on Light & Shadows indicates a belief in the internet’s ability to share true information and positive light. Still, in the AI era the internet represents an increasingly deceptive space, and mainstream sources of internet media, “fact checking” and information are rife with lies. I remember that Prince warned us about the internet back in 1999. I remember early television commercials for streaming services satirically suggesting that dark forces are brainwashing the masses. I remember it sounding ridiculous at the time, but indeed, Americans today exist as some of the most overstimulated, over-entertained and ignorant humans on the planet. Thanks, internet.

• The internet is an incredibly powerful tool that can facilitate our liberation through true information and positive light. In practice, however, the internet is most often a net of control trapping people in mental cages.

• Social media represents an especially pernicious locus of the internet that addicts humans en masse to unhealthy comparison and unnatural forms of socialization. Rather than direct energetic confrontation as a means of resolving conflict, social media platforms foster passive-aggressive behavior, insulting memes and shunning of those who undermine mainstream consensus (e.g. Reiman). “Likes” and groupthink implicitly represent apparent truth to users of social media, even if the groupthink is completely incorrect. The groupthink dynamic promotes feigned prosocial expression on social media, and as social media increasingly predominates many people’s social lives in general, human sociality morphs toward inauthenticity.

• Social media addiction and the necessity of social media for many modern businesses and enterprises to succeed makes the internet, especially as used through mobile phones, nearly impossible to escape in modern civilization.

• Mainstream media on the internet and beyond constitutes modern society’s primary net of control, and social media (especially social media valuing free speech, like X) offers an alternative. That alternative can offer true information — positive light — though it also swarms with falsities bolstering the mainstream media landscape. On the whole the falsities still outweigh the truth, and perceptions of truth from social media still often hinge on a social consensus formed by the popularity (i.e. “likes”) of ideas. I host Light & Shadows on Substack, rather than on X, because X remains beholden to feigned prosocial consensus, which is biased by what the still-largely-brainwashed masses want to believe.

• We generally want to believe what affirms our choices and behaviors. Our beliefs inform our behaviors, but at least equally as powerfully, our behaviors inform our beliefs. It proves internally challenging for someone who got an mRNA shot to believe the mRNA shot was hurtful, or for someone who’s smoked cannabis every day for twenty-five years to believe that cannabis addiction leads to spiritual disconnection. It proves internally challenging for someone who climbed academic ladders to believe that academia is rife with corruption or that a PhD is a poorer indication of intelligence than, say, working with plant medicine over many years. I’ve been able to acknowledge that six years of cannabis addiction was harmful, especially in the latter years, only through an unbiased commitment to look at truth objectively. I’ve been able to acknowledge that my time earning an M.A. in the social sciences (specializing in psychology) taught me far less about psychology than did Ayahuasca, but only through the commitment to look at my experience with objectivity.

• Money and wage-slavery, in which 99%+ of the planet finds themselves stuck, dictate most human behaviors in modern society. The pressure to survive within modern economies dictates how most students project their futures and how most working adults assess truth. It dictates the mental boxes in which many of us are able to freely think. For many whose jobs were on the line in the decision about whether to get mRNA shots in 2021, economic pressures biased the perception of truth and the willingness to consider that mRNA shots could be harmful.

• DFs and governments not only deploy the entrapment of mainstream internet brainwashing, but also this entrapment of wage-slavery, to attack our capacity to think freely and make choices independently. For some time it’s been possible to make independent choices and survive the consequences, but DFs are working to make such freedom increasingly unattainable. The introduction of CBDCs (and potentially of nanotechnological systems tying such CBDCs to people’s very biology) threatens to widen the chasm — between sovereign humans and humans enslaved by DFs — so vastly that the chasm proves nearly impossible to cross.

• As the chasm between sovereign and DF-dependent humans approaches intraversability, humans might have to make a decision between staying sovereign and surrendering to DFs. Human sovereignty might ultimately necessitate communal living, sustainable self-producing of all of a community’s food, water and power, total independence from supply chains, total independence from the internet and total independence from governments.

• Governments may continue to deploy media, academia and other anointed “authorities” to the public zeitgeist in order to maintain the appearance that such a chasm and such a decision represent false dichotomies. Academia and medical “authority” may continue giving credibility to the rationale behind vaccine mandates, stay-at-home orders and the technocratic enforcement of tyranny.

• The light of true information may liberate us from entrapment in nets of control, yet at the same time, even apparent sources of truth may entrap us in a different way — energetically. Figures like Alex Jones or David Icke may act, consciously or unconsciously, as controlled opposition to the nets of control. Controlled sources of truth may correctly expose the corruption within societal nets of control, but do so without proposing any positive alternative. They may encourage an energy of fighting the nets of control, rather than simply exiting the nets with neutrality. What we think on grows, what we resist persists, and by giving any energy (even oppositional energy) to DFs, we reify the DFs. We may become ‘blackpilled’ rather than ‘redpilled,’ meaning that we may see the relative truth of the DFs without empowering ourselves to do something about it and reclaim our human sovereignty.

• How we direct our energy is essential, because the direction in which we channel our energy is the direction in which we create. Writing this post has felt largely awful for me, because it’s entailed focusing my energy on DFs, on the energies in the world with which I don’t align. I’ve felt it necessary to clarify what I believe to myself and to you, but doing so has reconnected me with the painful feelings of my disillusioning focus in 2020-2021 — of staring into the abyss. As Friedrich Nietzsche said, “if you stare into the abyss long enough, the abyss also stares into you,” darkening your own nature. Staring into the abyss has clarified how I desired to live my life, and so I’ve felt aspects of this focus to be necessary, yet I can recognize that in other aspects, focusing on darkness has made me a worse person. As opposed to my pre-disillusionment sharing of uplifting guided meditations, my sharing became focused on perceived harms and projected doom. I now return my focus beyond the nets of control I’ve already seen, and toward the Good.

• The Good, as with God or Nature and as I’ve already written, can’t be defined with words. Words actually may represent our primordial net of control, defining the bounds of our perception and facilitating our mind control. I’ve heard it suggested in Vilcabamba that the English language in particular was crafted for mind control, with thousands of Frankenstein words from messily amalgamated etymologies and later, perhaps thousands of words invented by whomever William Shakespeare was. Some English words and phrases do make me consider that the suggestion of mind control as part of English’s purpose could be true. We greet each other with “good morning,” evoking the heavy word, “mourning,” and we say “bless,” which sounds like “be less” in an English accent. Whether nefariously created or not, though, words prove nearly irrelevant compared to the energy behind the words. So, upon finishing this subsection of this section of this post feeling like shit (that’s another one! Why do Americans say “shit” so much, even exclaiming, “holy shit!?”), I’ll take a walk and drink a smoothie and return to writing with the intention and energy to uplift.

Aliens & Gods

The two beautiful pictures above aren’t of aliens and gods.

They’re of… wait for it…

Sand.

I kid you not: These are extremely zoomed-in close-ups of single grains of sand. They’re even more zoomed-in than this picture of a single… grain… of sand:

As above in the expansive sky, so below in the sand beneath our toes, and woah, isn’t life beautiful?

Lightning flashes down from gorgeous expanses of sky to strike sand and create glass. The electric light is beautiful, its macro source is beautiful, its micro destination is beautiful, and the baby of these bolts and grains of sand is so beautiful that I’m inspired to fill it with water in my business, YangNaturaleza.

YangNaturaleza focuses on water bottling, water treatment to preserve our atmosphere and compost production to regenerate our soils. It’s a business, so it’s boring, and I do find myself more inspired to pour my creative energy into Light & Shadows, but nonetheless, even the businessman within me finds his inspiration in natural beauty.

Is that rational? Not really. It isn’t rational to adore the beauty of morning light, colorful sunsets, full moons, blooming flowers and curvy or chiseled bodies, yet we do!

Philosophers philosophize plenty about ‘the good.’ I even wrote a philosophical paper in graduate school about ‘the good life,’ arguing that the good life is the vulnerable life, and that Survivor represents a contemporary practice of vulnerability:

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‘The good life’ is all well and good, but what about the beautiful life?

• Bullet points aren’t so beautiful.

Lightning is beautiful. Logic can be beautiful, but only to a freakgod of logic like Reiman. Earth is beautiful to us all, and we are all beautiful as one human family. Even more than Earth and humanity are beautiful, Earth and humanity were beautiful in our creation, according to the Pleiadians in Bringers of the Dawn. Earth can be beautiful again. No more MAGA; it’s time for MEBA.

Earth and humanity were initially formed as bastions of intergalactic beauty, and I believe they can ultimately still become exactly that. If a grain of sand contains such immense beauty, imagine the potential beauty of a human, of the human family and of our world. As above, so below; the heavens spiral as the flowers spiral as the microscopic parts of a grain of sand spiral. As below, so above; within each of us lies an entire universe, and in the breathtaking expanse of our universe we can see ourselves.

Reality is fractal. Reality is art. Our modern self-perceptions may have been touched by nefarious aliens like the Anunnaki, and many of our confused species may still worship nefarious aliens like the Elohim, but we were created to be beautiful. Our twelve strands of DNA may have been ravaged into two strands fit for a slave species, and our Anunnaki or Elohim DNA may become activated as we wait in line or follow orders, but light beings like Pleiadians still come through us. Light pours through us as we follow inspiration, create our highest art and expressions, sing, play or make Light & Shadows.

Light & Shadows is my inspired creation, anyway. I encourage you to know yours. Our most inspired creation is always that which arises naturally, of God-Nature — the mysterious and unknowable creator behind all, including us, including any aliens or gods we might “know.”

III. Logical Implication

This is just the beginning. I didn’t write this post to exhaustively cover all of my beliefs throughout the realm of conspiracy. That’d be even more audacious than what I’ve done here. I wrote this post to cover my major bases and to create a logical framework within which to continue clarifying my field of belief-reality.

A number of conspiratorial topics remain unexplored: the CIA creating the term ‘conspiracy theory,’ the CIA’s Project Mockingbird and MKUltra, the September 11 attacks, DARPA, mRNA injections for cancer, germ theory vs. terrain theory, the parasitic grid, pedophilia rings, adrenochrome, the human biofield, moon-related conspiracies, geoengineering, “tower busting,” Wilhelm Reich tech, nanotechnology beyond mere presence in “vaccines,” EMF, weaponized frequency and sound, Google analytics and non-neutrality, transhumanism, satanic rituals, UFOs and, of course, more. There are always more subjects to explore. There’s always more truth to seek. There’s always more.

I began my conspiracy-related framework for belief-reality by speaking so heavily about the Covid era simply because it was the catalyst for my personal disillusionment, and for the initial disillusionment of many. Before 2020 I was naive. I thought things were basically as they appeared to be, as the history books and “authorities” preached. Upon seeing that things are not as they appear to be, I could finally hear the call to explore truth deeply.

How do we answer that call?

The implication of things not being as they appear to be is that we have much to learn. We can answer the call by learning everything Alex Jones has to shout, sure, but we can also answer the call by asking questions more fundamental than anything the abyss has to offer: Who are we? Who could we be?

Maybe I’m just burned out in this moment from focusing for so long on conspiracy, but I feel that the esoteric side of exploring truth, of unlocking our human potential, is the most uplifting aspect of our minds creating our belief-reality. Indigenous shamans offer a glimpse of the potentials we’ve lost and could rekindle, and a part of me wishes to forsake the developed world and live in the jungle. I’d happily do it, or I’d happily go meditate in a cave for years if I didn’t also feel the call the engage with the world as it is, calling out the lies I see in my pursuit of truth.

Responding to my previous post, Truth, a reader asked why so many humans don’t pursue truth — “WHY so many humans are willing to believe lies and become lemmings.” Fear is the answer, but what are we afraid of? The primordial fear of death underlies a primal fear of being ousted from the tribe, even when the tribe of modernity is one of lemmings following unnatural orders and ignoring the beauty all around us. Fear stops us from reawakening the awe of our receptive, feminine nature — awe of even a beautiful grain of sand — just as it stops us from going against the grain of a plandemic.

Maybe even greater than the fear of death, in which DFs wish to keep us locked, is the fear of our unstoppable light. To answer this reader’s question by answering my own fundamental question above: we could be the Divine Feminine filled with awe at this world, while at the same time embodying the Divine Masculine who pursues truth in the face of social pressures, who cares about truth for its own sake.

The plandemic’s success is a reflection of our abandonment of both principles — of the light within who we really are. Modern society’s degraded feminine principle turns humans lifeless, while modern society’s degraded masculine principle strips humans of their free-thinking courage. Restoring both will mean feeling full of life’s awe while simultaneously embodying true social neutrality.

Whereas women without a developed masculine side and low-testosterone males are disposed toward forming their beliefs based on social consensus, people with healthy masculine energy are disposed toward forming their beliefs based on truth. We see information and instinctively ask ourselves, “is this true?” Others see information and instinctively ask themselves, “how will openly believing this affect my social acceptance?” If they see and hear lies repeated enough, they will instinctively believe them simply to fit in with the tribe. If we wish to operate based on objective truth, we need healthy masculine energy to lead us upward and to what’s right.

Of course, perceptions of truth are ever-changing within our complex world, and truth can always be revised within our collective field of belief-reality. If we wish to deconstruct lies posing as truths, like the perverted masculine energy currently running the world, we need healthy feminine energy to lead us back to our center. From our center, intuitive knowing can guide us through the chaos of deconstruction and into new order. So, don’t take my lauding of truthful masculine choice consistency as a devaluing of feminine ways of knowing. We need both. It just so happens that during the Covid era, masculine truthfulness would have remained impervious to social engineering, defending us from the lies by saying resoundingly to our medical tyrants: “No.” In our estrangement from our feminine center, in our inculcation within the dishonesty of the boys running the world, we lacked a defense.

Honestly, juxtaposing the heartening “No” we could have had from healthy men with what ended up happening makes me feel let down by my father’s generation. They were too titillated by TVs with thousands of channels, sporting events, junk food, alcohol and porn to uphold the masculine principle and notice the untruth consuming our culture. They sat in that culture of complacent consumption as a frog sits in water slowly brought to a boil, not noticing the consequences until the world caught on fire. They drunkenly hurled the flaming world at us, and now we have to find a way to catch it, extinguish the destructive flames and simultaneously keep a flame of actual truth alight.

How do we keep that flame alive? Listening to conspiracy theories may be a start, but unfortunately, believing conspiracy theories without skepticism is no better a solution than believing what we hear on FOX or CNN. Many conspiracy theories correctly call out corruption and lies 95% of the way, and then spend the last 5% of their voice making totally unjustified leaps into crazytown. In my opinion, they make these leaps because their egoic minds yearn so badly to “know.” So, while on the whole the world of conspiracy is great at calling out the bullshit, it’s not so great at speaking the Truth. The Truth, after all, isn’t a matter of truth. It’s not a matter of dragon families, reptilian overlords, shadowy cabals, chemtrails or even sophisticated nanotechnologies. We don’t arrive at Sacred Truth by adding up all the truths that conspiracists purport to “know.” We arrive at Sacred Truth by abiding in the Truth of enlightenment — of not knowing.

IV. Faith

Truth is the radical act of not knowing because the knowing of the mind is dualistic, and Truth is non-duality. To continue on living while awakening into not knowing is a radical leap of faith.

Faith proves essential to continuing because our influence over the collective field of belief-reality, over what’s true with a lower-case t, is limited. We are empowered to carve out the space in which we want to reside by using our conscious will — our intentional belief — but we also must journey through all subconscious beliefs (both personal and collective) that manifest, and accept the unfolding of life. Thus, a belief that our life is worthwhile and that we can continue, a belief of faith, is more empowering than any belief intended to manipulate the field of belief-reality to our liking. No will is greater than the will to live, and thus our most powerful belief will always be the bedrock belief in our existence itself — the belief of faith.

My faith has been hard-won after nearly 33 years of life, during which I’ve felt unhappy much more than I’ve felt happy. I’ve written in recent weeks that if given the choice, I wouldn’t live the life of Reiman again. Yet, I’ve found faith in my growing awareness. I’ve learned to trust that after the disillusionment of awakening to conspiracy, and to previous misunderstandings of how Reality works, there awaits a great joy in playing within the illusion of duality. I believe immense joy awaits in my future, and that my soul chose to front-load much of this life’s shittiness, including the shittiness of recognizing the dark, conspiratorial, parasitic and anti-human forces that have been running our world. Reconciling with the great evil existing in our reality is no easier than writing a post like this one, but once we reconcile, once we accept it as a reflection of our own selves that we can claim and therefore change, we can be the good. We can be the beauty. We can be the light while playing in this shadowy experience exactly as we wish to. How cool! Seeing that opportunity to be the light and to play, I can finally define Reiman as a cool guy, as I did at the beginning of this writing. I can enjoy being Reiman.