Do you think in this post you refer to yourself as unhinged and crazy because you’re still trying to somewhat distance yourself from that side of you? Are you trying to let your audience know you still have some grasp on your sanity by presenting self awareness of the matter? I don’t think you actually think you’re unhinged or crazy. Just wondering if it’s a compulsion you have and what it would look like if you simply said the things you wanted to say with no disclaimer. Just do it. Just say it.
Not sure, maybe I’m doing those things subconsciously. I think it’s rare to truly fully let ourselves go, which is what I was going for in this piece which had a different tone from most previous writing, and why I (believe I) referenced it.
Let me level with you, I used to be exactly like you. In the beginning of my awakening, I was polyamorous and celibate. I didn't believe in the "one." I didn't want to get attached, I didn't want to hurt anyone with expectations I wasn't ready for. I didn't want kids... but sometimes when I was really in love I saw myself having cute little ones... But I THOUGHT I wanted to live my most free girl life, endlessly going with the flow. I honestly didn't believe that one person could be "my everything."
Then I met my now, husband. He was patient as I came around to choose monogamy. He forgave my careless mistakes as a young maiden, and understood and accepted my flaws. He was enamored with my deep spiritually, even though at first- he wasn't nearly as spiritual as me. But he was smart, an intellectual, and he grounded me- which was everything I needed to succeed as a woman, and now that was almost 15 years ago. And yes, my love overflows in many ways, but my loyalty is true.
Unicorn chica of cosmic consciousness? Likely in her thirties, extremely mature even for for her age, into the expansion of consciousness for its own sake, into pursuing truth for its own sake, into plants, fearless, less unhinged? Wow, that's me to a T... but I'm unavailable... kinda like the other girl, until she wasn't? There is something about dating and only wanting what's unavailable. This is when I pause to read an article "Living With Limerance: The Pyschology of Wanting Unavailable People." Ironic? yes. Synchronicistic? probably? I think certainly. Seems pretty on the nose.
This is just a form of self-sabotage. Is it not because this woman is available now- that you find- she's not right for you? Is it just your ego fears of being trapped, being hurt, really stepping into to the emotional vulnerability that has you running from the perspective? Something connecting to your hurt little inner child inside, your unruly inner teenager that's wanting to take control?
A psychic once told me, as the unicorn that I am, a lot of men would want me... but they weren't right for me... but I was meant to serve them by showing up and showing them what IS possible- so they can go out and find it for themselves- energetically connect with, in a way. I embody sacred Divine Union energetic codes, birthing and New Earth codes, energetic freedom from the Matrix codes, so here you go, they will be shimmering through. And, I am crazy too... Someone called me here? Your guides? To send to a message... but I am just not nearly as unhinged. Call it a divine messenger, but not nearly as convoluted as your psychedelics... maybe not attach so much to those? You need to be grounded... not flighty.
I needed to be properly grounded too to fully embody and transmit these codes... as do you. Your ego is a little "off the rocker" having you unhinged, unbalanced, literally swinging loose in a doorway. You need the proper woman to ground your mental airy energy into the Earth- creation... physical reality. It is beautiful you know? Having a body. It is SOOO sacred. Physical love is so sacred. Don't miss out on what's in front of you. She sounds perfect for you, for at least right now... and that is okay...
I realized my "right now" love was my forever love. And monogamy was much better to choose with the right connection, the compatibility you need- everything else is a waste of time.
That, and cultivating a divine union is the next step of spiritual evolution, and after that is conscious birthing- it is all part of the spiritual journey. Don't spend another lifetime with vasectomy, you're ready for the next step, if only you can get over your boyish egoic ways- a real man is someone who protects and provides for their women and child, a boy is one who runs free. But are you ready for this next step? Maybe you're not... maybe you need another lifetime to figure out how to comfortably get to this next step... without hurting yourself.
Your heart needs lead, your ego needs to be trained to fall in line... don't let your ego pull you around like a loose dog. It sounds like you really love this women, but your head is getting in the way and your ego is scared... your visions sound like projections of your fears... "I didn't WANT this purpose..." that's all ego- its not for the ego to decide our purpose, our purpose is written in the stars... and having children is the greatest purpose one can have- bringing a soul into this realm.
I didn't WANT my purpose to be a medical advocate, warning the ways of the medical industry that might murder you in various ways in a "post-COVID" world- but here I am. And it's a very long, very crazy story.
Really my purpose is to share knowledge- wisdom more like it. To raise the vibration, obviously. To learn to love, and love to learn... don't you relate? But my purpose is to also bring children into this world to help create New Earth. And you can still have a silly podcast/blog while you do it. I promise... Look at Elon and all he does WHILE he created 12 kids? I know they have crazy names, but I promise you he loves them dearly- he has little X with him all the time- with the President of the United States... I think that's pretty amazing... maybe you're jealous?
Well anyways. Wishing you the best, hope it helps. All in time.
Hey, thanks for such a thoughtful comment. I'm guessing you're the same woman from "X?"
Cool to see the synchronicities in our journeys, and fascinating to hear about "limerance." I definitely think there's been some self-sabotage going on with wanting unavailable women.
Though to make a distinction you appear to have missed, the unavailable woman and the "cute psychological lady" are different people. I was in love with the former when I met the latter, and am seeing the latter now that I've disabused myself of wanting the former.
However, I don't buy that my unwillingness to have children right now is a sign of inner child or teenager rebellion. It simply isn't the time for me to have children. Not everyone has to have children!! I'm open to my mind changing, and to meeting someone who I do end up calling "the one." I just don't predict it; that's all.
Your judgments about my ego leading me, my "boyish egoic ways" or the Jatamansi dream being a projection of fear are... very poorly informed. You don't know me and you definitely don't know my purpose.
I do admire a lot of qualities of Elon Musk, but I'm not jealous of him, and I don't have nearly as much faith in Trump as it sounds like you do. You sound to have woken up to a degree, but I'd encourage you to consider that these figures posturing as anti-matrix are actually part of the matrix, meant to win the trust of people like yourself who want to believe in an outsider changing things for the better. Remember that Trump was initially responsible for the Covid "vaccines." I don't know that either of us will move each other here, but thank you for engaging!
In summary regarding the main topic: You seem to be projecting an assumption that having children is a higher purpose than not having children. They are just different paths, and it's really not your place to say what's right for another. Nor is it my place to say what's right for another. You did hit on the truth of purpose, though: it's written in the stars. I'm at peace with what will be.
Hey, yes... just posting my entire response here... because I can say everything at once:
To your comment on Twitter (I just refuse to call it "X")
That is all well and nice... but Ayahuasca connects to the higher realms, realms we do not currently fully exist on, the higher dimensions- entirely different dimensions. It is inherently not a "grounding" experience, it might help you "anchor" in to these higher realms, but Ayahuasca does not connect to the physical realm, like doing “real world” things- it connects to the spiritual world. Anchoring into the spiritual world is not “grounding” in the “realest” sense. The concern is that part of your energy can get left in those realms and not fully return
Soul fragmentation is maybe a better term? It is very common, and just means, in a general sense, that your energy is fragmented, or scattered around. I think a big indicator of whether a psychedelic is beneficial or is being overused is whether one feels very good and clear about their life path, but if it has you second guessing, unsure… of your feelings of love, for example, it doesn’t seem to be beneficial- but maybe for you necassry... I just feel a qualm hearing some people of spiritual awakening going back and back again. I don't know if that is you, I just get the feeling you really like your psychedelic experiences. That's my two cents.
I have seen a lot of spiritual awakenings, kundalini awakenings especially present as “schizophrenia” and psychedelics worsening it. Not saying that is you, but spiritual awakening shouldn't feel painful- you should be like “FUCK YEAH- I get to Reiman, this is the BEST!!!”
Painful presentations are a sign of unsteady foundations not being able to fully plant that very high spiritual energy into the physical, which is itself the birthing process. Maybe L&S will satisfy it… but the ultimate mastering of the physical realm would be to also is have a partner, raise offspring, and manage a household.
And yes, we want your inner boy and inner teenager integrated fully into your life, but we don’t want them “running” your life… Like we don’t want to lead with our egos running our lives either. If your inner boy is hurt from missing his mothers milk or inner teen is needing sooooo much freedom, that is a sign something in them needs healing to live in harmony- so when you're ready you can lead with your inner man, who inherently by their masculine energy should want to keep a woman, get her pregnant, and protect and provide for your kingdom- your family. That is the archetype of a man. Which is why I make the references to “boy” because it is the inner boy in you that needs the freedom, but that is not necessarily the qualities of what it is to be a man. And you don't need that archetype, but most inherently want that. Maybe an old sage suits you better? That's what I THOUGHT I wanted- to just be a monk of sorts- like you, wanting to disconnect from everything... but that is generally not the way for us as spiritual awakening beings in the modern world.
I’m not saying everyone needs to have children, but I feel everyone would be better served with proper family units, tight loving relationships. This is just a life philosophy on the nature of what it means to be human, and what it means to truly be a “man” or a “woman.” I just feel like these are inherent energetics that are embodied to further our experience of what it means to be human, but also what our spiritual journeys are really all about- the union of divine masculine and feminine that magically creates life.
And maybe I’m bias, I’m here, toddling around pregnant. But I also want you to have that, I want everyone to have that- it is a magical blessing like no other! And yes, of course when the time is right. It is the most magical, most beautiful, most physical and most spiritual, yet deeply human experience anyone could ever have! Bringing a soul in from the other side, encoded with your unique energetic and physical signature. And people with spiritual awakenings need to be having more kids- this is what is going to literally fill New Earth in the future after we are gone.
But what I really don’t understand- in your writing… is this inner turmoil… part of you wants kids, part of you doesn't… part of you wants to be loved in a relationship, part of you doesn't. Why? Is it really just the timing of it all? Is it the healing that is ongoing behind it? is it the alignment that is trying to unfold with you? Reading, I just feel like there is a tug of war going on inside. It's confusing. What do you think about that? Am I wrong?
This is why I say something is not aligned here with your head and your heart… obviously it is and we all are in an ongoing process of alignment- but this is just what screams through to me.
And to that political stuff, that’s all the matrix… and the matrix is filled with, as you know… light and shadows. Everything has its flaws, and everyone has a shadow, and none of it really makes any sense anyways… It’s really all just a mindgame that we get to play with. Learn from. Experience on different levels, in our multidimensionality… while we all fight for the future.
All in all, I want you to have hope. I want you to have all the love in the world. I want you to enjoy being Reiman, and would pick this life over again- because it was one of the most kick ass lives ever. I want you to know its possible, to do it all, if you want to. If you really don’t want to that’s fine, you’re right its all inherently neutral, everything is inherently neutral, just as a learning template… BUT, I have an feeling you’re really on the fence about it and might need some extra encouragement- to really GO FOR IT. I was called here after all. I know, crazy- but I can’t deny something randomly said to me “You need to go look up Spenser and see what he has said” so here I am, offering my long winded words, philosophizing, in my brash, yet charismatic ways to maybe give you a little nudge…
Take it or leave… take it with a grain of salt. I might be right about some, wrong about others. Thank you for clarifying these were two different women- i did not get that. But, yeah.
Scratching an itch. There is nothing more I love to talk about than spiritual awakenings and philosophy… and I generally need more in life to write about.
And speaking of mediation, here is one I recommend to you. Visualize your Hara Line going down into the Earth star and all the way up to the 12th dimensional gateway, a portal to the center of heaven- which is right beyond the “matrix” of our world, and there is the 12D Christ-Sophia Blueprint. This energetic activation is received by visualizing a platinum merkabah come down that we anchor into the body
"The divine blueprint which holds the original intention for the natural order of consciousness evolution within our Universal creation, is encoded in the base 12 mechanics of the Christos Blueprint. At a cosmic level this same open source architecture is referred to as Kryst-Krystallah, the unified masculine and feminine consciousness energy that exists in perfect harmony and balance within organic creation. The base 12 Universal Androgynous Merkaba fields of Christos-Sophia are also referred to as Kryst-Krystallah architecture, as they make up the instruction set for all merkaba fields within all the timelines and densities throughout the Universes."
"When we intend to connect with the organic architecture of our Christos Blueprint, this helps to heal and integrate our soul extensions and monadic extensions. Our Soul and Monad is a family of consciousness that contains extensions that are existing simultaneously in other dimensional timelines. The first level of spiritual awakening is connecting with our soul consciousness and extensions, our soul family is comprised of 12 different individual personalities. As we integrate our soul consciousness, we integrate these 12 aspects within our consciousness body, and this unifies the triad of the entire soul matrix, so that we experience our emotions and the forces of Love in entirely new ways."
Unhinged Reiman? Yup. But aren't we all? We're just trying to find things in this life that gets us hard and wet. And kind and beautiful boy/man Reiman always has. Bod? Yup. Writing? Yes, sir. Philosophy? Ding ding. Am I unhinged to anxiously anticipate you're amazing vocab that you so generously share with us lower life forms? Perhaps. While I most probably don't ascribe to a few of your views, others titillate me. Why do you think I keep coming back?
I've waited so long to hear from you, Reiman. I'm glad you've graced our devices once again with your presence. Don't stay away so long next time. I think L&S should be a one-man show.
You're right, totally unhinged. Maybe that's your audience though. Like you, I had the tendency to be p-whipped. But that changes a lot as you get older.
I adore your spirit and mind. Fascinating, and yet, so akin to my own. I thoroughly enjoyed this. Thank you for being vulnerable.
<3
Also, thanks for the book recommendation (The Stranger). I enjoyed it!
Inspired conspiracy talks—YESSS. I'm here for it.
First time reader here, you’re right, you are unhinged but it’s great. Can’t wait to hear more from you
Do you think in this post you refer to yourself as unhinged and crazy because you’re still trying to somewhat distance yourself from that side of you? Are you trying to let your audience know you still have some grasp on your sanity by presenting self awareness of the matter? I don’t think you actually think you’re unhinged or crazy. Just wondering if it’s a compulsion you have and what it would look like if you simply said the things you wanted to say with no disclaimer. Just do it. Just say it.
Not sure, maybe I’m doing those things subconsciously. I think it’s rare to truly fully let ourselves go, which is what I was going for in this piece which had a different tone from most previous writing, and why I (believe I) referenced it.
Let me level with you, I used to be exactly like you. In the beginning of my awakening, I was polyamorous and celibate. I didn't believe in the "one." I didn't want to get attached, I didn't want to hurt anyone with expectations I wasn't ready for. I didn't want kids... but sometimes when I was really in love I saw myself having cute little ones... But I THOUGHT I wanted to live my most free girl life, endlessly going with the flow. I honestly didn't believe that one person could be "my everything."
Then I met my now, husband. He was patient as I came around to choose monogamy. He forgave my careless mistakes as a young maiden, and understood and accepted my flaws. He was enamored with my deep spiritually, even though at first- he wasn't nearly as spiritual as me. But he was smart, an intellectual, and he grounded me- which was everything I needed to succeed as a woman, and now that was almost 15 years ago. And yes, my love overflows in many ways, but my loyalty is true.
Unicorn chica of cosmic consciousness? Likely in her thirties, extremely mature even for for her age, into the expansion of consciousness for its own sake, into pursuing truth for its own sake, into plants, fearless, less unhinged? Wow, that's me to a T... but I'm unavailable... kinda like the other girl, until she wasn't? There is something about dating and only wanting what's unavailable. This is when I pause to read an article "Living With Limerance: The Pyschology of Wanting Unavailable People." Ironic? yes. Synchronicistic? probably? I think certainly. Seems pretty on the nose.
This is just a form of self-sabotage. Is it not because this woman is available now- that you find- she's not right for you? Is it just your ego fears of being trapped, being hurt, really stepping into to the emotional vulnerability that has you running from the perspective? Something connecting to your hurt little inner child inside, your unruly inner teenager that's wanting to take control?
A psychic once told me, as the unicorn that I am, a lot of men would want me... but they weren't right for me... but I was meant to serve them by showing up and showing them what IS possible- so they can go out and find it for themselves- energetically connect with, in a way. I embody sacred Divine Union energetic codes, birthing and New Earth codes, energetic freedom from the Matrix codes, so here you go, they will be shimmering through. And, I am crazy too... Someone called me here? Your guides? To send to a message... but I am just not nearly as unhinged. Call it a divine messenger, but not nearly as convoluted as your psychedelics... maybe not attach so much to those? You need to be grounded... not flighty.
I needed to be properly grounded too to fully embody and transmit these codes... as do you. Your ego is a little "off the rocker" having you unhinged, unbalanced, literally swinging loose in a doorway. You need the proper woman to ground your mental airy energy into the Earth- creation... physical reality. It is beautiful you know? Having a body. It is SOOO sacred. Physical love is so sacred. Don't miss out on what's in front of you. She sounds perfect for you, for at least right now... and that is okay...
I realized my "right now" love was my forever love. And monogamy was much better to choose with the right connection, the compatibility you need- everything else is a waste of time.
That, and cultivating a divine union is the next step of spiritual evolution, and after that is conscious birthing- it is all part of the spiritual journey. Don't spend another lifetime with vasectomy, you're ready for the next step, if only you can get over your boyish egoic ways- a real man is someone who protects and provides for their women and child, a boy is one who runs free. But are you ready for this next step? Maybe you're not... maybe you need another lifetime to figure out how to comfortably get to this next step... without hurting yourself.
Your heart needs lead, your ego needs to be trained to fall in line... don't let your ego pull you around like a loose dog. It sounds like you really love this women, but your head is getting in the way and your ego is scared... your visions sound like projections of your fears... "I didn't WANT this purpose..." that's all ego- its not for the ego to decide our purpose, our purpose is written in the stars... and having children is the greatest purpose one can have- bringing a soul into this realm.
I didn't WANT my purpose to be a medical advocate, warning the ways of the medical industry that might murder you in various ways in a "post-COVID" world- but here I am. And it's a very long, very crazy story.
Really my purpose is to share knowledge- wisdom more like it. To raise the vibration, obviously. To learn to love, and love to learn... don't you relate? But my purpose is to also bring children into this world to help create New Earth. And you can still have a silly podcast/blog while you do it. I promise... Look at Elon and all he does WHILE he created 12 kids? I know they have crazy names, but I promise you he loves them dearly- he has little X with him all the time- with the President of the United States... I think that's pretty amazing... maybe you're jealous?
Well anyways. Wishing you the best, hope it helps. All in time.
Hey, thanks for such a thoughtful comment. I'm guessing you're the same woman from "X?"
Cool to see the synchronicities in our journeys, and fascinating to hear about "limerance." I definitely think there's been some self-sabotage going on with wanting unavailable women.
Though to make a distinction you appear to have missed, the unavailable woman and the "cute psychological lady" are different people. I was in love with the former when I met the latter, and am seeing the latter now that I've disabused myself of wanting the former.
However, I don't buy that my unwillingness to have children right now is a sign of inner child or teenager rebellion. It simply isn't the time for me to have children. Not everyone has to have children!! I'm open to my mind changing, and to meeting someone who I do end up calling "the one." I just don't predict it; that's all.
Your judgments about my ego leading me, my "boyish egoic ways" or the Jatamansi dream being a projection of fear are... very poorly informed. You don't know me and you definitely don't know my purpose.
I do admire a lot of qualities of Elon Musk, but I'm not jealous of him, and I don't have nearly as much faith in Trump as it sounds like you do. You sound to have woken up to a degree, but I'd encourage you to consider that these figures posturing as anti-matrix are actually part of the matrix, meant to win the trust of people like yourself who want to believe in an outsider changing things for the better. Remember that Trump was initially responsible for the Covid "vaccines." I don't know that either of us will move each other here, but thank you for engaging!
In summary regarding the main topic: You seem to be projecting an assumption that having children is a higher purpose than not having children. They are just different paths, and it's really not your place to say what's right for another. Nor is it my place to say what's right for another. You did hit on the truth of purpose, though: it's written in the stars. I'm at peace with what will be.
Hey, yes... just posting my entire response here... because I can say everything at once:
To your comment on Twitter (I just refuse to call it "X")
That is all well and nice... but Ayahuasca connects to the higher realms, realms we do not currently fully exist on, the higher dimensions- entirely different dimensions. It is inherently not a "grounding" experience, it might help you "anchor" in to these higher realms, but Ayahuasca does not connect to the physical realm, like doing “real world” things- it connects to the spiritual world. Anchoring into the spiritual world is not “grounding” in the “realest” sense. The concern is that part of your energy can get left in those realms and not fully return
Soul fragmentation is maybe a better term? It is very common, and just means, in a general sense, that your energy is fragmented, or scattered around. I think a big indicator of whether a psychedelic is beneficial or is being overused is whether one feels very good and clear about their life path, but if it has you second guessing, unsure… of your feelings of love, for example, it doesn’t seem to be beneficial- but maybe for you necassry... I just feel a qualm hearing some people of spiritual awakening going back and back again. I don't know if that is you, I just get the feeling you really like your psychedelic experiences. That's my two cents.
I have seen a lot of spiritual awakenings, kundalini awakenings especially present as “schizophrenia” and psychedelics worsening it. Not saying that is you, but spiritual awakening shouldn't feel painful- you should be like “FUCK YEAH- I get to Reiman, this is the BEST!!!”
Painful presentations are a sign of unsteady foundations not being able to fully plant that very high spiritual energy into the physical, which is itself the birthing process. Maybe L&S will satisfy it… but the ultimate mastering of the physical realm would be to also is have a partner, raise offspring, and manage a household.
And yes, we want your inner boy and inner teenager integrated fully into your life, but we don’t want them “running” your life… Like we don’t want to lead with our egos running our lives either. If your inner boy is hurt from missing his mothers milk or inner teen is needing sooooo much freedom, that is a sign something in them needs healing to live in harmony- so when you're ready you can lead with your inner man, who inherently by their masculine energy should want to keep a woman, get her pregnant, and protect and provide for your kingdom- your family. That is the archetype of a man. Which is why I make the references to “boy” because it is the inner boy in you that needs the freedom, but that is not necessarily the qualities of what it is to be a man. And you don't need that archetype, but most inherently want that. Maybe an old sage suits you better? That's what I THOUGHT I wanted- to just be a monk of sorts- like you, wanting to disconnect from everything... but that is generally not the way for us as spiritual awakening beings in the modern world.
I’m not saying everyone needs to have children, but I feel everyone would be better served with proper family units, tight loving relationships. This is just a life philosophy on the nature of what it means to be human, and what it means to truly be a “man” or a “woman.” I just feel like these are inherent energetics that are embodied to further our experience of what it means to be human, but also what our spiritual journeys are really all about- the union of divine masculine and feminine that magically creates life.
And maybe I’m bias, I’m here, toddling around pregnant. But I also want you to have that, I want everyone to have that- it is a magical blessing like no other! And yes, of course when the time is right. It is the most magical, most beautiful, most physical and most spiritual, yet deeply human experience anyone could ever have! Bringing a soul in from the other side, encoded with your unique energetic and physical signature. And people with spiritual awakenings need to be having more kids- this is what is going to literally fill New Earth in the future after we are gone.
But what I really don’t understand- in your writing… is this inner turmoil… part of you wants kids, part of you doesn't… part of you wants to be loved in a relationship, part of you doesn't. Why? Is it really just the timing of it all? Is it the healing that is ongoing behind it? is it the alignment that is trying to unfold with you? Reading, I just feel like there is a tug of war going on inside. It's confusing. What do you think about that? Am I wrong?
This is why I say something is not aligned here with your head and your heart… obviously it is and we all are in an ongoing process of alignment- but this is just what screams through to me.
And to that political stuff, that’s all the matrix… and the matrix is filled with, as you know… light and shadows. Everything has its flaws, and everyone has a shadow, and none of it really makes any sense anyways… It’s really all just a mindgame that we get to play with. Learn from. Experience on different levels, in our multidimensionality… while we all fight for the future.
All in all, I want you to have hope. I want you to have all the love in the world. I want you to enjoy being Reiman, and would pick this life over again- because it was one of the most kick ass lives ever. I want you to know its possible, to do it all, if you want to. If you really don’t want to that’s fine, you’re right its all inherently neutral, everything is inherently neutral, just as a learning template… BUT, I have an feeling you’re really on the fence about it and might need some extra encouragement- to really GO FOR IT. I was called here after all. I know, crazy- but I can’t deny something randomly said to me “You need to go look up Spenser and see what he has said” so here I am, offering my long winded words, philosophizing, in my brash, yet charismatic ways to maybe give you a little nudge…
Take it or leave… take it with a grain of salt. I might be right about some, wrong about others. Thank you for clarifying these were two different women- i did not get that. But, yeah.
Scratching an itch. There is nothing more I love to talk about than spiritual awakenings and philosophy… and I generally need more in life to write about.
And speaking of mediation, here is one I recommend to you. Visualize your Hara Line going down into the Earth star and all the way up to the 12th dimensional gateway, a portal to the center of heaven- which is right beyond the “matrix” of our world, and there is the 12D Christ-Sophia Blueprint. This energetic activation is received by visualizing a platinum merkabah come down that we anchor into the body
Another variation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=odB2HxJw9NQ
Read more: https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Christos-Sophia
"The divine blueprint which holds the original intention for the natural order of consciousness evolution within our Universal creation, is encoded in the base 12 mechanics of the Christos Blueprint. At a cosmic level this same open source architecture is referred to as Kryst-Krystallah, the unified masculine and feminine consciousness energy that exists in perfect harmony and balance within organic creation. The base 12 Universal Androgynous Merkaba fields of Christos-Sophia are also referred to as Kryst-Krystallah architecture, as they make up the instruction set for all merkaba fields within all the timelines and densities throughout the Universes."
https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Christos_Blueprint
"When we intend to connect with the organic architecture of our Christos Blueprint, this helps to heal and integrate our soul extensions and monadic extensions. Our Soul and Monad is a family of consciousness that contains extensions that are existing simultaneously in other dimensional timelines. The first level of spiritual awakening is connecting with our soul consciousness and extensions, our soul family is comprised of 12 different individual personalities. As we integrate our soul consciousness, we integrate these 12 aspects within our consciousness body, and this unifies the triad of the entire soul matrix, so that we experience our emotions and the forces of Love in entirely new ways."
Yay, so fun, so unhinged, thank you.
Unhinged Reiman? Yup. But aren't we all? We're just trying to find things in this life that gets us hard and wet. And kind and beautiful boy/man Reiman always has. Bod? Yup. Writing? Yes, sir. Philosophy? Ding ding. Am I unhinged to anxiously anticipate you're amazing vocab that you so generously share with us lower life forms? Perhaps. While I most probably don't ascribe to a few of your views, others titillate me. Why do you think I keep coming back?
I've waited so long to hear from you, Reiman. I'm glad you've graced our devices once again with your presence. Don't stay away so long next time. I think L&S should be a one-man show.
❤️🤗😘
Steven
You're right, totally unhinged. Maybe that's your audience though. Like you, I had the tendency to be p-whipped. But that changes a lot as you get older.